गुरुवार, २८ जुलै, २०११

My School mates

I am going to meet few of my school mates exactly after 20 years! Whooooa... While the get together day is approaching fast, I am getting so many mixed feelings in my mind.
I had my own girly group in the school days with all dashing girls who used to be in their own world, the studious approach, a very positive mind to face the daily problems, very aggressive and not so friendly with other groups. We used to feel we are the BEST. We always used to debate on different issues - right from politics to any serial we used to watch. We never cared about our dressing, our looks, our heights, our complexion!  We used to worry about elocution competition, about science exhibition, about essay writing and reading the books. We used to do mimicry of our teachers. Finish the lunch as early as possible and utilize the big break only with the different physical activities. Well we started talking about boys in the typical age but not in a good spirit. We always use to take them as our rivals. Though all of us used to feel the attraction at the teen age but we never accepted that fact. We never imagined or talked lives after getting departed from each other. And we all are still very well connected. Now we can't spend every day together, or talk to each other or meet each other but we are very well connected. We are meeting boys who used to be our rivals. Now the things are changed over the years. Every one is settled in his/her own life, got married, have kids. Busy in shaping their lives and their kids lives. What will be the feeling when we will meet? I know we will cherish our school days. We will remember our teachers. But I would like to talk to them about social cause. if we can come up together and give back something to our town and the rural area around us. To the school who has given us the value education.
Well though we are not of that age what we used to be in school, though some of us have become fat or become bald I guess the "being together" feeling is still same. The values which we have got from our small town place are same.
What does inspire me? Women who are at the top? Men who travel a lot and earn money? people who are at the top most position? Well all these things attract me - don't inspire me
I get inspired by the people who make right decision at the right time. The people who have passion for some thing. The people who know the correct way to grow in their career/life. The people who know their priorities. The people who love their lives.
The passion for something takes a man to a long way. I think right decision/passion finally give a great satisfaction and happiness.

बुधवार, २७ जुलै, २०११

First attempt

How does it feel? When some person suddenly walks away from you... you are engrossed with him through daily conversations ...sharing the joy and sorrow... sharing small and minute details.. with somebody.. and suddenly the somebody is disappeared, gone.... you know he is just one phone call away... you call him and talk to him and then suddenly you come to know - No this person has changed over the period of time.. just over few months... you try to analyze - what exactly has changed? what and how it went wrong? why suddenly there is a bridge, a communication gap.....you become desperate to find out. but you don't get any answer. You try to keep yourself composed but you are unable to do so...
and then I watched Turning 30....a movie about 3 women who are close friends... two are single and 1 is married.... on the verge of becoming 30 the lady gets dumped by her boy friend... she becomes panic.. sloshes herself, goes with one night stand...  fails to become successful in her career apart from trying hard and becomes lonely on personal front.. totally collapsed and the suddenly through all these odds she finds her own way... to become happy....
Well all above things mentioned have always given the happiness to me... talking to my friend.. thinking of him..... sharing the details with him.... not sure about the other person/my friend whether he was happy or whether he was getting bothered because of my continuous presence in his life....
 so I decided to pursue happiness.. on my own way... I need to find the inner strength again... need to start my own journey, the way I did in the past... I need to sort my own life - my own way... nobody will help me to sort the things. I want to find happiness. I would like to tell me that I am beautiful. I need to tell myself that I am strong enough to fight the odds and come out gracefully.

बुधवार, २० जुलै, २०११

समांतर आयुष्य

प्रत्येक माणसाबरोबर समांतर आयुष्य  जगावं म्हणजे मग कुठेही धोका नाही रस्ता वळणाचा होण्याचा. त्या वाटांमध्ये हरवण्याचा. नागमोडी वळण फार त्रास देतात.
ज्यांना आयुष्यात थ्रील आवडत, ते म्हणतील चे हे कसल आयुष्यं! पण ज्याने आयुष्यात खूप धोके पचवले असतात ती व्यक्ती असच म्हणेल कि समांतर आयुष्यच बर बुवा.

गुरुवार, ७ जुलै, २०११

आनंददायी प्रवास

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एकत्र चालण्याचा हा अनोखा अनुभव  तो आला
मन रिते शब्द रिते रिते अंतर माझे
तुझ्या सोबतीने सख्या आनंदाचे झाड झाले
झाडाला त्या मग कळ्या खूप आल्या
सुगंध सहवासाचा चहूकडे पसरला
मना सुगंधी तन सुगंधी श्वास सुगंधी झाला
तुझा सहवास मग चहूकडे दरवळला